It’s been an emotional 7 days in our household with a variety of different “Sugar news”. Last Tuesday, it was time for Sugar to be spayed and begin her journey of smelling the roses! In the very near future, she will be retired and we will be adopting her! She is well known and liked at the Vet Hospital due to her litters, and the cutest thing I heard was when the news was spreading amongst staff that Sugar was in for a spay one of the staff came up to me and said: “What do you mean, no more Sugar Cubes????” After a good chuckle, I told her no, it was time for Sugar to turn that over to the younger pups in the program!
The spay didn’t go as well as we had hoped. Due to her C-sections and litters, she had a bit more of a complicated surgery. It was a long night at our house with her. As the night became early morning and we still weren’t seeing the progress we had hoped, it became evident early the next morning that continued medical care was needed. Unfortunately, there was some unexpected internal bleeding which required her to return back to the vet for an additional procedure the next morning, some extra medications, and observation. She came back to our home on Thursday after her extended stay and has been recuperating while we spoil her rotten and get her back on the road to long walks, fun playdates and some great exercise in the not so distant future.
So it was wonderful to have a fun and rewarding time to play with adorable Sugar Babies tonight and unwind from an otherwise stressful week!
Today was the special opportunity that many whelping homes wait for patiently – the evening to see “their” puppies after they are away at the Duluth prison! They left around 6 weeks and now this N litter of Sugar’s is over 11 weeks old-the 7 pups have been away for almost half of their life and I couldn’t get to the facility quick enough for my play date with them! It felt like when my girls returned from college!
When I arrived they were just getting taken out of the vehicle. Then they were corraled over to the training room where my husband and I would have the opportunity to play with them for about 45 minutes prior to their great start and puppy raiser families arriving to come to pick them up. Tonight would be their first official time away from their littermates. They spent time away from their siblings at night when they were all with different handlers, but they got multiple opportunities to play with them during the days while they were there. The first two weeks they still had Sugar there with them and the last 3 weeks they had the comfort of their other 6 siblings. They’ve been busy learning while they’ve been there, but that doesn’t mean that tonight won’t still be a tough adjustment for them! I will be curious to hear how the evening, the overnight and tomorrow go for these wonderful puppies!
While I thoroughly enjoyed playing with them, about halfway through I had to step away and detach a bit. This litter, in particular, I was a bit sad because I knew it was the last litter Sugar would have, so this goodbye seemed a bit more emotional and final than I had prepared myself for. I wanted this to be a happy celebration for these puppies who are going to do amazing things during their lifetime and I didn’t want that to be lessened by me falling apart into a puddle of tears, so that meant I needed to step away from the “playing” and observe a bit more from distance. Over the years I’ve learned a bit more about controlling those emotional stepping stones(but I’m still terrible at it!); I’m not sure if it’s because you get used to it, or you start learning how to protect your heart a bit more from the emotions of the experience.
And as I was playing and watching the puppies, I started seeing the anticipatory faces of the volunteers who were coming to pick their new “adventure” up through the observation windows! I thought back to the time when I was the one picking up a puppy to puppy raise and how excited I was for the new opportunity I was embarking on! I can’t believe how many years have passed since that first experience, but my heart feels like it’s been way more than 6 1/2 years! It is FULL of experiences that 7 years ago I couldn’t have even imagined in my wildest dreams! Happy, sad, funny, exhausting, overflowing with joy, amazed, scared, determined……Offhand I can’t think of any emotions that I haven’t experienced through the puppies that I have been so fortunate to have in my house whether it was for a short foster, a long-term foster, a great start, being a puppy raiser, having a litter of puppies, or hosting a breeder dog (or two). Each of them has taught me something that is now part of me and that I can’t separate from even if I wanted to
So, with time, things change. I get to say another goodbye and think of how my life will change again in the near future, with new and different adventures. Soon, Sugar will be OURS and we will get to write a new future together! I’m not sure what that future holds, but I know with Sugar by my side it will be amazing!
Even though Sugar won’t be having any more puppies, I hope people will still read this blog! Since the blog is called “Life of Sugar” we still have a lot of things to say!!!! I think Sugar has many new things she will be enjoying! Hopefully, the next post you see will be about her official retirement from the program!